current state of affairs

this week is not good. for whatever reason unbeknownst to me, my best friend (or who i thought was anyway and hope still can be) decided to up and forget my existence without warning simply adding insult to the injury of trying to leave my feelings behind. i'm striking out on jobs left and right (save for a shining light in tomorrow's interview that could bode well) and i'm moving out of this place which is always emotional.

i just feel like i need a good friend to have a shoulder for me and the one that i thought i could trust with my life is playing unnecessary and hurtful games with me and it just really really sucks.

i got shit to do...